holidaysss

hey guys korang enjoy tak holiday? haha mesti ah enjoy sakan en dala lepas mid term for sure macam gilaaaaa haha.so yeah im at the airport now, going to singapore with cousins and aunty. this will be a fun trip because we never go on a holiday selain malaysia haha dala semua gilooooo xD. minggu lepas family day dekat cherating tanjung inn best la jugak kampung habis style2 cottage. mandi pantai sampai masin mulut 2 hari haha. tapi dalam suka ada duka haha. maybe pegi singapore ni boleh mengubat dukaaa cehhhh hahaha so have fun guys im sure will :D

I dont understand

God why it must be this way. The pain, im confused, I really do. Somehow I thought I could forget about her and move on, well im not, and the harder i try not to think about her, eventually she will come back. I don't understand, yes Ive made some bad mistakes but I really-really care about her, and thats true. All this time seems like a dream, not real. If you know me, you know I will never do you harm and will always protect you. Deep down, have you ever thought about me like I always do, have you ever missed me like you said before, I never lie to you and I still do not believe you're the girl that you are right now, you've changed. If I say that I hate you, it will be lies. If I say I regret knowing you, I'm not. I miss you and have to fake living a good life because I don't deserve you, it hurts everday and to wake up everyday and see you and pretend that we never knew each other, the odd stare, it kills. I don't understand, I really don't. Why you have to go like that, why do we have to be like this, why can't we just be happy like we used to. Delete one contact number in handphone is already tough, how can we delete someone that changes your life. The truth is, you can't. babi (ceh sorry ah emo)

Gilooo

aaaa helloo.so the mid term is over finally. I though i was gonna die ceh benda. So jumaat lepas ada sambutan hari guru en. Last hari guru tak pegi :D.and maybe its worth it kot xD, but plan berubah gilaaaa lah. Aku tak pegi sebab hal hihi. tapi hal tu tak jadi -.-. So petang tu alip semua ajak pegi 1000,000 (ha kire ah sendiri haha) belia tu, tgk azeem,hq semua main futsal ad tournament. So petang tu kite gi ah jalan2 dengan alip, alip bawak myvi manual dia bape kali stop tah sbb die xnk letak neutral time  traffic light haha degil xD. Best siot ada lake dekat dengan pullman resort ke benda entah, cantik gila scenery diaaa habis bromance ah kat situ cehhh, hang out, chill out, and buat keje gile sikit haha.then pegi balik tmpt futsal tu pukul 6 lebih, game tak start2 lagi, rupenye game dieorg start pukul 3pg, memang gile ah nak stay en. So malam tu kua lagi lepak2 alamanda jap. Adventureous gileee hari tu haha. Got back home at 12 something, then main xbox smpai pagi sebab tak boleh tido ._. order mcd malam2 soghang, main xbox malam2 soghang, gelak soghang2. And saturday tak gi skula alasan penat then ma cakap "kalau tak nak pegi skula esok kena baca buku" wtf -.- baru habis midterm ut bce buku apeee aaa bukuu tu apeee haha.aaaa benda cakap sorang2 xD. lapaaaa aahhhh.tipu ah kalau tak meleleh air liur korang tengok gamba2 makanan yang lazat, berkhasiat, enak ceh asal ayat baku sial..

quarter pounder cheese~

nasi lemak ayam~

SIOT AKU SEKSA DIRI AKU SENDIRI -.-

natasha :)

okay aku tak tau asal aku suke sangat nama natasha haha nama perempuan natasha macam hot siot xD (okey tak make any sense pun ._.).so yeahh had so much fun with azeem n hisham tadi kite main xbox a.k.a natasha haha.bajet bajet macam dah habis je exam midterm padehal esok ade lagi essay dengan agama sial ah azeem ah ni aku tak study langsung -.- so yeah thanks azeem haha.but tadi natasha buat hal lah :'( rasanya dia merajuk dengan aku dah lama tak contact dia hahah okey pelik gile xD.so yeah got 3 more papers left then i will be the most happiest guy on the planet ceh benda.literally happy and yeah, you knew about it kan haha.and to tell ya the truth dah 3 hari berturut2 bila pagi2 jalan dekat block form 5 selisih dengan dia and make a 5sec stare 0.0.haha xdelah stare macam tu en, aaa aaa i dont know how not to think about her dude kalau everyday macam tu en.tak kan nak lalu jalan lain penat ah haha.so yeahhh hope 2012 will be more awesome than this year cuz this year succcckkksss haha kidding, wellll bitter sweet i suppose :D.now go study lah kim! ceh soghang(tiqa) haha sorry xD

well yesterday was fun :D

semalam busy gila siot..pagi2 dah kene bangun awal ma bangunkan en
ma: ketuk2 weh bangun lah gile kau ni macam anak dara sial! (ceh padehal ma aku mana cakap mcmni xD)
ma :bangun kim gi makan
kim: yelah
ma: dah bangun lum ni?
kim: hmmmmmmmm
ma: bangunkan akak skali
kim: hmmmmmmm
5 minutes later...
ma: dah mandi lum?
kim: ya Allah maaaaa
padehal cerita ni pintu still tutup lagi haha.mak aku cakap dari lua pintu aku tengah baring lagi xD.
okey lepas pegi makan lepak2 jap,then gi rumah nenek.gi rumah nenek lepak2 jap minum kopi hang tuah perrgghh layan haha,then off shoot pegi ikea.dekat ikea macam mana tak gilanya akak and ma rambang mata siot haha borong mcm beli bundle haaa kau haha.kaki macam nak patah haah.sebaik ada amoi2 hot yang pakai skirt lagi pendek dari boxer aku so hihi haha gatal gila xD.perut jangan cerite ah dia buat beatbox ah.tp cafe ikea under renovation mcm siot kene lah pegi the curve makan.the curve pun the curve lah then gi pelahap makan macam gila tak makan setahun tak ingat dunia.then balik gi rumah nenek lagi haha sebab cousin ada, maksu ada watlek ah ramai2.10 kali jumpa nenek aku,smpai nenek aku dah bosan dah ceiii.after that lepak2 lagi smpai pukul 10.45 balik.then hasif call ajak teman gi makan hotstation lapaq gilaq habaq mai.ceq pun on jaq ceh penang bapuk -.-.gila siot penat2 pun lek je cerita macam dah habis exam en haha.tp dalam2 keseronokan ada jugak downside dia.dalam hati siapa yang tahu kan haha.

sorry ah aku tak perfect

well hello lamanya tak bukak benda alah haram jadah ni haha. To be honest aku study ah broo exam week broo cehhh bendaaaa hahaha. Weh exam midterm tak nak lama lagi ke doh -.- aku rasa mcm dah setahun exam tak habis-habis doh haha pedon gila. Exam lama gila smpai malas doh nak study lantak ah en midterm je en buat lekss je. cehhh aku cakap mcm happy bebeno yedak? dunia ni xdelah sehappy mana, there is up and down in it yedak? ceh cakap sorang lagi. xpela siapa je pun nk denga en sorry ah xde someone nk ckp2 en ceh benda haha emo sikit. aku rasa rmai dah tau kot cerita ni. ada budak klang ni add aku xD.haha cerita ni mmg best ah rmai gak ah yang tertipu. nama dia natasha dia add aku dia bagi la gamba.hot gila shiallll

sorry ah budak klang dressing mmg mcmni :/

haha budak klang sangat xD. gemma or princess tamina hot gila shial. dia ada bbm aku haritu cakap nak mintak couple tapi aku tak nak la ckp spm dlu nnt lepas spm tgk la mcm mana.dia nangis, tp dia cakap dia still tunggu aku walau apa cara sekali pun.aku pun berat hati nak tengok dia mcmtu en, so mcm aku pun couple je la dengan die en. hahaha benda dongeng soghang. sorry la aku xde someone nk ckp2 mmg la mcmni :/

It was only just a dreammm

Lama dah tak tulis dekat sini.haha busy with schools and life ah definitely life.sorry ah aku tak perfect online selalu tulis blog selalu siapa je nak baca pun ceh haha. Kelmarin en best jugak lah, a bitter sweet memory. yang bitter nye yang pasal tu lah, ceh macam orang tau tu apa xD. Just trying to not to think about her is hard, and miss her a lot, sedih gak ah khamis tu tp cover macho haha tp semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya kan, we still friends, and I dont know how not to care about her. Xpelah kan as ling as she is happy, im happy. Like Justin Bieber said when you smile, I show my middle finger cehhh haha. When you smile, I smile (trying to smile actually). Haha dala xnak emo, speaking of bieber aku gi jb concert haritu, hari khamis lak mmg pandai jb pilih time kalau tak aku menonggeng sedih dekat rumah haha bolela release stress jerit-jerit macam gila, loncat-loncat macam gila jugak senang cerita time concert tu aku release stress gila punya ah mmg jb memahami isi hati aku sebab tu la dia buat hari khamis cehh, tapi concert dia bapak sekejap macam 1 jan suku je, dia pun banyak lip sing tp best gak ah, at least aku tak baring denga lagu bruno mars talking to the moon sedih sorang-sorang haha xD. Sorry ah xde pictures sangat gune hp je mane taknye haha. Tu jela nak cerite, lifes tough but we must move on kan, and tittle post ni haram jadah xde kene mengena haha tp xpela. So its hard to move on but i have to, but she is worth fighting for and she really is more than words. Siapa tah tanya aku bila nak update blog siapa tah baca xD.

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